Heyooo! Another short post!! Just to get it off my chest.

I have tons of work to do. But screw it school has been crazy so it’s time to chill here. (and no one would come here either.. maybe except Nikki and now YanTong) Hehe~

So as some of you have known I changed my hair color to BLUE (not green) a week ago and have been receiving a lot of compliments and some comments from people. Especially from strangers<3 And I absolutely have not regret changing it.

And why did I do it? Because it has been my goal and desire to change it since secondary 2! Like I have enough of brown. Brown and black can get out of my life for now. I’m in an Arts course I can do whatever the hell I want. It’s my own hair so if it bothers you too bad. If you prefer it brown TOO BAD! If you think I’m prettier with my natural hair well I don’t need your advice on how to be pretty because I’m not here to satisfy you (:

It’s my own hair so if it bothers you too bad. If you prefer it brown TOO BAD! If you think I’m prettier with my natural hair, well I don’t need your advice on how to be pretty because I’m not here to satisfy you (: If you hate on my hair well too bad it’s not your head. The only time I’ll change it is if my bestfriends tells me not to get it (: So don’t even try to convince me to go back to the boring old days of mine. I love natural hair or brown don’t get me wrong, I just don’t like it ON ME.

Also to anyone out there that face critics that just pull you down, don’t let it affect you. It’s your own body your own face. Do what you want with it as you please no one can judge you but yourself. If you think you are making the right decision go ahead. Be happy and pretty ❤ byes~


Relationships are ???

Okay, I will just spend 15 minutes writing (I have a timer right beside me). So if it sounds like I just left it hanging I’m sorry… I’ll continue next time because I don’t have much time to write nowadays ):

But I would like to talk about relationships. Like recently so many of my friends are struggling with that and it’s starting to affect me. Not that I don’t want them to share their problems with me, I am more than willing to help all my friends as much as possible. But seeing so many of my precious friends getting hurt or struggling just hurts me too… Like who dare make them feel like that!! But it’s neither’s fault, it just happens and what can I do other can hear them out and comfort them. I feel so useless sometimes.

And what’s more, I’m struggling too… I’m just a stupid overthinker that has no balls to do things. After hearing everyone’s opinions and things they don’t like their s/o to do, I become more self-conscious and try not to be the desperate asshole that looks like she just wants to get into a relationship. (basically a slut lul) But I’m not.. I just feel so pressured and tired I just don’t want to hurt others or be hurt. Plus whenever I see him, I just can’t help but stare and I feel like a creep. D:

I have no experience in r/s or if I ever tried it just gave me a horrible experience and left me with regrets. How would I put this… Like I’m scared now. To even initiate a convo or like someone. So yeah, I guess this rant is over.

I’m sorry if I was just plain annoying, or repeating something over and over again. I JUST WANNA WRITE IT DOWN! haha So yeah feel free to comment anything c: I need help ;u;

It’s too late for this…(it’s 12am)

Yay! Finally, after 2 freaking years, I finally decided to spend some time to make a blog. /Pats myself on the back/

So I guess for a first post, I’ll just pen down some of my feelings during the first semester of school since it just ended. It was hella fun and a part of my life that I will never ever forget and regret.

I’m Grateful

FOR {ODEKO FLOWERS} ❤ Without Megan and Nikki, I would probably have died in school (both schools). Literally, both of them are the pillars of life and also my back problem jk. There’re no words that can describe how happy I am whenever I am around them. [We must take over the whole school before we graduate okay! xD]

Also really grateful for the many friends I have met! Like seriously, I never imagined that I would meet so many sweet and cute people, from school and outside ü. Especially my class. They are a bunch of weirdos and austistic kids, but also people whom you can relate and trust the most. And ruin a whole classroom by pouring starch and water everywhere HAHA We did clean up after that though!

Another bunch of cutiepies is from Nikki’s radio class + other people from her school. Their hospitality and positive vibes are just 1000%!! I lub you guys ;v; Being around them almost every Wednesday just makes me feel energized again xD

Speaking about Wednesdays, my lovely Lifegroup that has been really patient and caring! Knowing that I always can’t make it for lg, but care to pray for me and make sure I do well in every way ;; I thank God for such a great community. With that being said I do know I need to improve the way I live my life… And not be a hypocrite. But tbh it’s hard and sometimes I really feel like giving up.

There are actually duo duo things I am grateful for too… But I am just brain dead right now so I’ll leave it for next time ^^*

I Dread

I actually dreaded stuff LIKE 7COMMIS! (Even Raphael agrees) OMG! I don’t understand why I’ll receive an email saying that I have low attendance when I clearly went for all the classes… and maybe skipped 3/4 of the last lesson because why not it’s the last lesson ahah! Not surprising if I get C for that module AHAHAH!!!

Just thinking about S&W and innova for next semester just *rolls eyes* 

But on the bright side, most of the people in my class are really genuinely nice! Especially all the 8 James, I swear break time are the best. All the weird stories I’ve heard…  Victor and his girl ahem

It’s currently 12:16am right now (IT IS AND I CAN STAY UP TILL THIS LATE OKAY) so I’ll probably sound really high from here onwards.

{ Let’s take a few seconds to appreciate Ivan’s perfect form when he tries to catch a frisbee. }

A few reminders to myself…

  • To have better time management. 

I need to get my shit together and stop doing last minute work. If not I’ll regret it a lot… WILL definitely regret it HAHA!!

  • Stop procrastinating.

Seriously though, I procrastinate like how a taco will give someone the shitz.

THATS ALLS HAHA I can’t give myself too many reminders if not I’ll forget them easily… Huehuehue. All the best for everyone’s final exams and promos (JC peeps! you can do it!!!!) If anyone even read this, kudos to you~ COZ I’M BORING AHAH! bai bai ü